Tree of life -humor me!!

Well I'm back from my trip, off my cleanse and am grounded in whats here for me.
I ate raw mostly my entire trip! No meat and no alcohol!!
Everywhere I went I found either a place that juiced for me or was raw or at least vegan.
Now this is coming from someone who was eating lamb for Christmas dinner with lots and lots of yummy red wine. Now I don't mind all of that, except there is a lot of unhealthiness in my family at the moment and I want to keep myself clear.

I am dealing with some things that I never thought I would be dealing with. I guess because I figured my sister would take on full responsibility of caring for my mom, why? Because I'm the youngest and she doesn't have any children, plus she always said she was going to.
Well that's not the case and we are making a fabulous team, because it does take a village.
I'm so grateful to have her.

This is so very disturbing to watch a woman who I have mostly always ( excluding my teens :) honored, adored and loved, talk about pulling monsters out of her sons stomach and want to keep her loafers on for bed when she's not wearing any shoes.
So I've decided to play with her and tell her when I'm about ready to drive her to the corner and drop her off and leave her there. We both giggle at that. So when I'm at my wits end I come up with humor to calm the beast. And it works!

I'm honored that she is comfortable here with me and that I can be the one for her.
And even though she isn't making sense in this reality, perhaps somewhere else she is and who am I to disagree. She's my mom and I love her no matter what, even though I wanted to give her a whirly bird tonight and told her so!! She made a funny face and laughed.

Oh and this has brought up the conversation with Taylor about how she's going to be with me when I get older!! It's quite funny! And Luke is being such the gentleman about the whole thing. He is letting her scold him about his table manners and allowing her to steal his chips, he's granting her being!! And they fight! HA!

I'm off to bed...Bikram at 5:30am!
Also, the new journey is...
I will be making raw food for the next 30 days! One new raw meal each day!
And blogging about the experience!!
Ride on!! Ride on!!
Also, side note...LOVED Joshua Tree!! What a sacred place!
Peace