You know when you hear your ex is back in town or you know you will see them somewhere? Well today was one of those days.
We had met a few years ago and didn't get involved until last May. It was fun, wild and a true mess. The two of us together was just silly and more about convenience than anything.
We had ended things in January and it was all very copacetic. I hadn't given much thought to seeing him again. Until... I heard he was coming up and I got irritated, like this town ain't big enough for the two of us! HA! I felt like I was obligated to tell him what I had been up to in my life and frankly I didn't want to and I was pissy that I HAD to.
Now the funny thing is I was really wrapped up that somehow I was obligated and how dare he want to know this information and blaa blaa blaa. I have to say this poor guy never asked a thing from me either. I was making all of this up on my own and of course with my chosen girlfriend to bounce this off of.
All and all I used up about 2 hrs of time thinking about this over the course of the week. And when the time came to see him today, I had completely forgotten that he was going to be here plus I hadn't heard from him. I was also very, very, late and almost didn't show up...huh, interesting.
So as I'm walking through the field, I see him and my first reaction was funny and I said aloud, "oh shit!" and was surprised with this reaction. Then I stopped being 13 and strolled up to him and gave him a big hug and was happy to see him.
The rest of the day, I spent the time catching up with him and our friends. And it was all perfect. I didn't feel obligated and was free to share with him everything I was up to, even who I'm dating. It was the relationship I actually always wanted to have with him but at some point it took a left turn and I didn't direct it back.
It's just so funny how nutty I can get over boyz...still!! HAHA!
I'm still feeling amazing!! I am planing my next 30 days and what's next!
A few new things have been added and I will blog about those later!!!
Peace
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