Well as I read my friends blog as he goes through his 30 day cleanse I was laughing at myself and him and human beings!! If we were able to look at ourselves separate from ourselves I think we would be laughing a lot and have a lot of compassion for poor humans!! HAHA! Cause we are adorable and silly and I think too damn smart for our own good!!
I am learning to be loving to myself!! That includes waking up and saying, "I love you Megan, what would you like to do today??".
If I think of the way that I treat my kids and how I do myself, it's very sad. I would NEVER say to my kids some of the things I do to myself and it's done, I've stopped!!! I catch myself sometimes sliding back into those old habits and I'm catching myself. For years I learned this way of behavior so it's going to take deliberate living.
I used to think deliberate living was boring or for straight edge people who didn't have a creative spark in their body!! Now I long for it and am in training of it. With love and compassion I might add.
I'm being trained to do energy work with horses and I'm so excited to get my nose back in the books!! And be able to heal such a beautiful creature that is so loyal and loving to us. It's like what Cesar Milan says, 'there are no bad dogs, just bad owners'. I have been guilty with both dogs and horses and have let my own fears and past bad experiences get in the way of allowing the true connection of horse and human be so that both are left fulfilled, healed and happy.
This journey has been filled with so many moments of clarity and breakdowns and freakouts and it's only the 12th day!!
HA!
Loving the Bikram Yoga!!
'I would rather live in world where my life is surrounded by mystery than live in a world so small that my mind could comprehend.' Emerson Fosdick
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