So I've been awake since 6am which I hate when that happens. But I woke up to questions like:
Why am I here?
Why am I not happy in this particular moment?
Why doesn't he want me?
Why does he want me?
Why did I eat that ice cream last night?
In a perfect world...
So I created this blog so I can see if others wake up with those kinds of questions and if so what do you do with it?
Monday, March 15, 2010
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Congrats on starting your blog. Had a great home introduction yesterday. No registration yet, but I am committed to my two friends registering in the near future. I know the Landmark Forum would make a huge difference in their lives.
ReplyDeleteHave a great day!
Yay Janie!!
ReplyDeleteIt does make a huge difference doesn't it?!!!
Last night I was going over the results to Luke's evaluation that I had him take outside of school and it was 43pgs. Now I could have read this thinking what did I do wrong that had him turn out this way or perhaps whats wrong with the world that he has these problems. The blame game mostly. But instead because I have such fantastic friends and those who know how valuable the LMF is, they supported me and said, I know you did the Forum for you but you can also look at because you got rid of all of that guilt about being a bad parent, or whatever we carry with us as parents, cause its always something, you were able to get out of the way, not make this about you and get him help!! You should be proud!! And I am! Because now Luke has an opportunity to not have this disability affect him for the rest of his life!! Thanks Landmark Forum!! And thanks for being my first comment! Yay!
And thanks for following along Nina!! It was your idea ya know!! HA!
I just read this incredible article on marriage and one of the areas that I'm looking at is relationships with men. Since I was married, I haven't put much thought in to it. I've treated men like a new dress that I loved then passed it on when I stopped loving it. Not pretty, just honest. I'm tired of passing them on.
ReplyDeleteI want a relationship that expresses who I am as a woman, as a partner, as a beautiful soul who deserves an incredible being to play, cry, love and dance with.
This blog had me look at the institution of marriage as a safe place to work out of all each others insecurities inside of love and acceptance with forgiveness and patience.
Now you put it that way and I want to get married very soon!!
When I got married, I remember thinking how lucky I was because now there's no more pretense and I felt really safe to be me. I enjoyed that!! Although it didn't last very long which was very sad! I look forward to experiencing that again!
Check it out!! What are your thoughts??
http://www.huffingtonpost.com/locke-rush/marriage---intimacy-in-to_b_492009.html?ref=fb&src=sp#shared_by=935793