Day 2 -juicing and relationships

Ha! I did it!! I even went to an art show and I was a little tempted to eat and I kept my cool.

I sat in a bath this morning filled with a mustard, cayenne and eucalyptus mixture that is good for cleansing. As I soaked, sweated and cried because I was looking at relationships and I became sad. I was missing my last relationship because in so many ways he was easy to train, his mama had done good! HA! And yet there were other areas that really didn't work for me at all. So I pondered the areas that I am just not willing to train a guy in.

Spiritual awareness. If he doesn't have any, keep on walking!! No time for me.
Sex. I'm willing to go further down the road but he has to be on that same road with me. Let's explore together.
Confidence and Integrity. A must. Without it, time is wasted.

Those are deal breakers for sure and I bet there are more but I just started to look at this.
I think everything else I could be willing to train them in.

And as I sat in the bath, which is good to do during cleanses, I came to the realization that I want attention when I want it and don't when I don't and I want a man who can handle that.
I want to be treated like a Queen and trust me, my man will be well taken care of. I am most passionate about checking to make sure he is taken care of, usually at the cost of myself but no longer. It will be a beautifully symbiotic relationship where both parties are flourishing and loving their lives!! So that there is much left over for everyone in our lives to prosper and win!
I'm falling in love with this vision as I'm writing it now.
And this is new to me and I look forward to creating it with someone.
Boy this juice really brings out all of it!!
Thanks so much for following along with me through this journey! I hope it can add something to your life as well. Without you, I wouldn't exist.
Nite Nite!!