Cool eh? Sounds good to me. So here's what I have come up with so far.
A man between 30 and 40, perhaps even a single dad and his kid could hang here too or he has to love kids. He's into communal living and has had some experience with it. He's educated in the area of sustainable living and eats a deliberate healthy diet. Practices yoga and is interested in alternative practices in general. Is active and creative, polite, grounded, passionate, respectful and kind. And has to be willing to be a yes in life. Hmm, is that just a roommate?
As far as the raw today -I ate raw, I bought a boat load of it, I juiced but I didn't make anything new today. I'm finding it a challenge to get everything, manage my life and make food. SO theres the gap. Awesome! I'm sure I will fail many times before its a natural thing. Thank goodness for failure, it shows us what to look at!
My mom -a tough day for me it was. We don't have any answers yet and that can be frustrating. Just watching her in this coma state is tough. She's such a vibrant, passionate, happy, wonderful woman -this isn't the woman I know.
And I'm having troubles being with my family. At times I wish I was an only child. I love my siblings but I allow them to interact with me in such a way that doesn't work and I do this because I don't like confrontations, especially in times like these but actually I was thinking this may be the perfect time for it and maybe what mom wants. Ha! There are opportunities all of the time right? And I have always been the one in the family to talk about that elephant in the room at very unusual times. I'm tired of thinking there is something wrong with me being that way!! No more excuses, no explanations!!
No more explaining!! I love that! I can be responsible with this too, it's not like I'm going to hold up the 7-11 and say F you!! HA! It means i don't have to make excuses for who I am to anyone, or explain my actions. If there are people in my life who don't know that I'm coming from love, honor and respect, obviously they aren't that important to me. Or they don't want to let me in!!
And thats OK!!
Build a roomie -raw struggles -mommy dreams -family nightmares -no explanations!!
Much Love
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